I don’t why this popped in to my head this morning walking around town, but it did. This was all about rubbish plastic action figures being marketed at children. I expect it happens, but I don’t get to see these adverts. Anyway, inanimate toys that do nothing always seems like a bad idea. Looking back, it was a choice to exercise some imagination. These days game consoles have all of the creativity built-in. You may be able to go left, right, ahead, and jump, but that’s it. My voice and creativity need to come out. My world has given me limited options. I need to imagine new choices and go and do them.

It really feels like I’m letting it out today. I can’t deal with the how’s work and how’s life questions when they come from family. It’s almost as is they know nothing about be. And I repeat that in social circles too. Some people know things, but they’re not up to date. What I think is that I should give myself permission to have a laugh and a good time, but that feels like a luxury when on Monday life will be a mess again.

I’ve made the decision to move jobs, and I’m sorting out my finances so that things can change. Then I might be happier and can buy some new toys.

This is all a bit of a stream of consciousness today. Better out than in!